(Warning: Low value and un-actionable ramblings about feelings ahead. You may want to skip this one, especially if you're a beginning player and don't yet have strong fundamentals. If you're a guy reading RP or player ideas, you should prefer actionable ideas over ramblings. Yet if you've been in it for a while, it's hard not to think about the bigger picture sometimes. I'll never say that sex is bad or that pickup isn't worth it. But I feel my feelings changing in ways that I wouldn't have expected.)