"I've never had a boyfriend before"

Went out with a 22-year-old girl who I met at a private sex party. When I met her at the party she was on molly, wildly fun, and incredible to be around. On the date she seemed half dead, apparently due to drinking while watching some sports game at a bar the night before.

Among other things, she doesn't seem to have a real job, that I can discern, and she says that she moves a lot because she goes "where the wind takes me." The most intersting thing she said, though, is that "I've never had a boyfriend before." I told her I think that's very sad (and I do think it's sad). But it's also pretty obvious why she hasn't. She's like a walking, big-titted string of millennial Red Pill cliches.

At the party where we met we made out, I fondled her quite a bit, and if I'd not been out of ammo I think we would've fucked. On the date it was like we were strangers. I've written that women are totally capricious because they can be, but it's rarely thrust in my face as obviously as it was with this chick.

I learned a long time ago that there is no point in getting angry with chicks for their bad behavior. At best they stammer an apology and run away. It's still not inconceivable that I'll bang her at some point. God that chick has a great body. And she is stupid in ways she doesn't even understand. Before I started reading Red Pill and evolutionary biology material, I don't think I fully understood chicks like her.

Not much of a field report because very little of interest happened, but many aren't.